memories.

Life goes on.
National service was end,but the memories wont. And the friendship too. :D

iamback.

CHARLIE!!!

Yea,I'm back. This time I'm really back ady. No more going back to KSP. No more.
Still missing everything inside there,the friends,the environment,the jurulatih........and *
I still remember that I had imagined that joining the PLKN is like sending yourself to the jail/hell
so suffering what. what a nightmare and feel so tension.
But now,mind changed. I never regret to join. Really enjoy that. Knowing friends from different state different background different races. DAEBAKKKK.
No cheating,it's really fun. And of coz depend on which camp that you join. and KSP is really BEST.
The jurulatih look strict but we know,they're just do their own job,and for our own good.


Time seems like going too fast? Feel like i just incamp last week and now i came out ady.
imisseverythinginsidethere. Actually still cant used to it.
without them,it's really weird. Give me more time please :/
Nobody acc me to take shower,wash the freaking heavy thick clothes...
No more rollcall no more marching no more senamseni no more kawad no more masa riadah
Despite i feel annoying sometimes when the jurulatih scold us without any reasonable reason
But the fond memories are more then the sad one,doesnt it?

在KSP可以认识佩儿是一种缘分 知道她会来看所以特地写华语哈哈方便她的头脑转 :P
其实真的真的没想到会跟她那么好那么粘 她当她说她刚开始时没发现我的存在有点... SADCASE 我明白我又不特出哈哈 X)
去哪里都在一起 真的好像我妈妈我的另一半 整天跟她ngam做么她不要做男人不然肯定追她
一起去pk6*只是没试过同组、
一起去冲凉*当然不是同一间、
一起说心事*wechat,sms,face to face、
一起在风扇底下吹风扇吹干头发、
一起唱gemuruh jiwa*原谅我就是音痴
没想到原来有朋友会为我吃醋 吃醋成这个样子哈哈 内心真的很感动
谢谢你一路来一直陪我癫 开导我 放大开心的事 缩小不开心的事
张开眼睛看不到你真的很不惯 之前真的很自责自己间接害到你失眠头痛发噩梦甚至高血压
搞到现在我好像欧巴桑每天唠叨你吃橙量血压 -.- 每次很喜欢笑你朋友满天下结果拼命赶功课一直要绞尽脑汁写纪念册 唉可怜的老陈 更衰的是还要我帮你写哇老 要收钱的哈哈
虽然你之前天天哇哇吓我 三更半夜睡不着就来弄我结果很可惜我像猪那样睡死了
看我翻白眼睡觉吹梦泡是不是很幸福咧哈哈哈哈
到最后一两个星期都给你火大给你不好的回忆 对不起 :')
是自己太不清醒 知道了很多事情却往前冲 以为只要有努力就能改变
活在当下吧 现在很快乐不是吗哈哈 不要每天催我睡觉啦姐姐 我有分寸的哈哈 :P



从sem break回去那里之后 感觉很熟悉 真的 真的发生了很多事情 开心 不开心 都有

进了去 学了很多很多 很多东西以前不会 现在慢慢学 也有很多的第一次
第一次抓m16 虽然结果成绩很za 丢脸丢到家
第一次看到流星 我承认我很kampung 我就是kampung 没辙啊
第一次跟朋友一起哭 哭什么哭啦死老陈 讨厌你的哦 我哭你也跟着一起哭
第一次好好地反省 自己的性格 不同的成长环境 造就了不同的人 而我 就是娇生惯养那种 吧
第一次认识到这样的朋友 我以为我一直在依赖她 其实是我们在互相依赖
第一次喜欢了一个人 却失去了过去那分热忱 就因为顾虑太多太多了 不敢太奋不顾身
第一次发现原来我说话那么感动哈哈哈 够厉自恋
第一次在那种帐篷睡觉结果半夜被吵醒回dorm睡 还跟老陈ma pou穿spite boots睡 SIAOOOOO
第一次一起做model ksp做到三更半夜很有成就感 而我贡献不大我承认
第一次 在友情 爱情 边缘停了那么久。


发生太多事要我慢慢flashback很辛苦

knowing laichee is a fate. i said i dont want to join ns but i was forced to go.
and he's crazy. he joined coz sukarela,crazy isnt it? most of us try to escape from it. -.-
And we,were sent to the same camp,KSP. And the same class,PK 6. But,never be the same group.
I disliked him,firstly. and then started to admire him. and then i admit,i like him.
we like each other. i thought he'll be my next guy,the guy that'll love me always and protect me.
but we dont be together. and the reason is too complicated.
too many things happened,to think about. and i,always lose temper on him. Sorry boy :'(
i hurt him,and he did so too. he tried to use his way to like me,but not everyone can accept that.
he never gave me any promise,coz he doesnt want to give me any empty hope and disappoint me.
idk what i choose to do now is correct or not,just goes on. cant stay in memories forever what ._.

I hold you tight. i dont want to let go and idk why.
sometimes,the reason that we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great wont happen on me twice.









the second day i left ns. TaiHan biaoge's WEDDINGGGGGGGGG.

Congratz and your wife is really look like barbie doll ;)
and we can get more red packets during CNY next year ady hahahahaha so happy what ;)


And at night,again,Rotary Club 52nd Anniversary and Installation Dinner,at A'Famosa cowboytown.
sister-in-law did makeup for me. thankyou ;)
Snapping photo with friends couzie and nephew ;D

Should appreciate what i have now. Cherish every moment ;)
Have a haircut soon. New life begins. jiayouuuuu LEONGHOIWEI
Laugh like a kid Think like an adult. dont think too much.