Saturday, 26 April 2014

bad day not bad life huh?

Well,this is my 200th post. Wow time flies.
Whenever i review back my post before,feel like i had changed alot.
Maybe more mature,more emo,even more selfish.

Cut my hair again. Even shorter.
Look like a mushroom.
Yea i dont deny i like to eat mushroom,especially cook by my mama's
but i think no one wish that there's a mushroom on their head.

the power of cameraa360 that make me look fairer :-*
act cute. cute is not my style at all.



Sometimes,i will feel like i am not really suit in planning,
planning anything,trip,or hangout or whatever.
*计划永远都赶不上变化*
what can i do? Nothing.



the worse things are coming one by one.
i really not happy,i really do.
try to pull myself back to the positive way,
try to make the problem easier and beneficial and significant.
tryinggggggg.
i should not blame start from now,it doesnt help,but i cant control.


Faster complete my foundation,and plan my degree more serious,more detail.
*where to study? what to study? where to live? how much is the fees?*
random questions.





i hope everything goes smoothly.
but you should struggle more only you can grow up doesnt it?



Cheer up,girl.





have to find a chance to pamper myself more.

Monday, 21 April 2014

来自星星的你


一直以为自己会和别人不一样 不会中星星毒
结果连日来的疯狂追戏 
我中了.........

真的很好看 虽然故事是真的很不合逻辑
这样的男一是不可能存在 男二也快绝种了
可是就是吸引了我 otugeh? :'(

喜欢上千颂伊的妆容 都敏俊吃醋时的模样
然后接一个吻就晕倒 

整部戏都在冬天
彻底爱上韩国的雪 ((有和其他地方不一样吗 中韩剧毒的症状之一


我不奢望自己会遇到这种人



来年 我会不会遇到一个 现实点 
忍受我小女生的个性 陪我完成我想完成的事 的那个他
我们一起分担所有事 一起向前走




was in bad temper recently.
feel like not satisfied with anything around me. 
why?

She said i have changed.
i have no idea why.

Saturday, 19 April 2014

04.

最近 都在干嘛你们 我在忙考试 考完啦 也回家啦
中间的确发生很多不愉快 可是能怎样
除了move on还是move on

心结慢慢打开 却发现自己不够爱自己
随着长大 发现要学的东西越来越多 不是课堂上 是生活上
想要做的东西也越来越多
一直在更改自己的wishlist 当发现自己以前的wishlist里的东西 突然觉得有些是在不重要

自从懂事以来 看新闻报纸印象中的天灾人祸包括四川地震 海地地震 昆明屠杀案 mh370失踪案 韩国沉船 每次看这些新闻都会哭
其实好心疼 变得自己很怕死 自己还有很多东西都还没完成
把自己的今天 当做生命中的最后一天 会发现其实可以过得很充实




真的不在乎是否有很高的薪水 只要一个好的工作 养得起自己养得起爸妈 就够了








有一瞬间 想爱了 可是 凭什么